So let me take a moment out of my usual posts and have a pity-party. We've spent the last few weeks doing our state standardized testing, end-of-the-year tests, and finishing out IEP reviews.
In my state, 3rd grade is the BIG testing year. Students must pass the FCAT to move onto 4th grade. In case they don't pass the FCAT, there is a back-up plan that is the 3rd grade portfolio. Basically, it's 14 cold read comprehension passages covering different areas (Main Idea, Context Clues, Multiple Meaning Words, Author's Purpose, etc.). The students have 3 rounds to take the 14 different passages and must get at least 5 questions right on each area during those 3 rounds.
Sounds fairly easy enough right.......basically 14 passages in total and they only need to get 5 out of 15 questions correct to be considered passing on each of the 14 passages. We did round 1 in January and we're doing round 2 now. If you don't pass the FCAT or the portfolio during rounds 1 & 2, you do round 3 in summer school.
However, my kids are reading below grade level and these passage are hard for them. I feel like I've worked hard this year with them....real hard. We've done 2 direct instruction programs working on decoding skills. I pushed them hard through those programs. We've done guided reading. We've worked on fluency. We've done weekly word study where we spent a lot of time working on phonics patterns. I've done a bunch of comprehension lessons.
And they've made progress! A lot of progress. Most of my students came at a 1st grade reading level and are now reading on a 2nd grade reading level. If you checked out my fluency post {here}, you saw how one of my kids started the year reading a VERY basic 1st grade passage at 13 wpm and is now reading a 2nd grade passage at 50 wpm. Now that's a whole LOT of progress!!
So while I keep trying to tell myself that we've come a long way, these kids are doing great, I've improved their reading progress........I'm sitting here asking myself have I done enough? What else could I have done? I didn't take them from reading on a 1st grade level to reading on grade level (3rd grade). Is there a way to do that? What am I missing here? There seems to be a lot of pressure to hold special ed students to the same standards as gen ed students. Parents want their kids on grade level. And believe me, I want my kids on grade level. Is there some program I'm missing out on? Some instruction I'm not doing? Something I could do better?
I'm having a hard time here and feeling really discouraged. Do other special ed teachers feel this way? Is there a magic solution out there that people use to bring kids up to grade level when they're so far behind? How do you guys feel about your students' progress?